Without Him

The shadow fogs so tight
“Darling are you alright?”
she asks as she weeps,
since there is nothing she ever keeps.
All must be thrown far far away
For her to realize that even without him
She’ll be okay.

Caged Beasts

I’m sorry for my madness
I’m sorry for letting you in
Immediately I scared you away
Caged beasts always win.


This razorblade is oh so small,
I wish I could just end it all.
A lot of blood drops as I fall.
Into death I wish to crawl.

Paranoid Love

Oh my paranoid love
I’m so sorry for your suffering.
Your mind isn’t slightly slumbering.
Even worse, quite the opposite.
You watch me die before it happens.
You hear the ice before it’s cracking.
But nothing is quite as insane
As watching the world go up in flames
and be the only person
to witness this poison.

Daily Struggle

I can’t get up today
I’m guessing in bed I’ll stay.
My body feels so numb
These limbs feel like junk.
Please help me rise myself
Back upon the ground.
For I have lost my feet
Swirling around.
My mind has left again,
this was not the plan.
I crash upon the floor,
head bumped against the door.
My mind has finally awoken
and it has clearly spoken.
Upon my feet I struggle
as my mind begins to chuckle.
“Weak is what you are”
As it continued to roar.
“Fine” I say,
in bed, I’ll stay.


Please don’t judge a flower
for being torn through the winter.
Please don’t judge the sun
for not rising earlier.
Please don’t judge the light
for shining way too bright.
But most importantly,
please don’t judge a soul
for crashing through its life
for it has lived many centuries
and carries many scars
just like the little flower
battling it’s own demise.

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